So, I was outside last night having my evening smoke and Mr Upstairs comes out with his dog and starts complaining about all the neighbors but most especially the one that lives next to him. He said they’ve woken him up in the middle of the night “hammering.” He told me they woke him up late at night several times.
I saw the upstairs neighbor tonight and told him about it. He said he hasn’t done any hammering. <cackle> I told him that I have had a few “enthusiastic guests” and it’s my headboard banging on the window sills. I’ll have to figure out a way to pad it or move it farther from the windows.
Can’t live with them, can’t shoot them. So many men, so little time. It’s the sorting that’s tedious. LOL
I don’t think that Andy is going to actually answer my questions. <sigh> Oh well. I guess it’s enough that he’s there and he isn’t going away.
I went out to a friends house last night and then just came home. It gave me time away from texts and emails. I answered Andy this morning and I told him I’m going to Great Bend this afternoon. He may not reply but he’ll read it. I’m pretty sure he reads every thing I send him even if he doesn’t reply to it.
Speaking of, I’m going to Mr GB’s house this afternoon and Mr 22 is supposed to show up there too. Should be way interesting.
Which also means I’ll add another one to the list.
You know, it really is quite freeing to know that absolutely nobody that knows me reads this. I’ve been tempted a couple of times to give the addy to a couple of people but then I think about it and think of what all I might need to hold back and the urge passes. I guess if they find it by searching or by accident there’s nothing I can do to prevent that.
It was a mistake giving Andy up. He came right back. He’s in Missouri so there’s a chance we could meet somewhere in the middle for a weekend. Who knows where this will go but we’re going to stay connected while we go.
Even though it was a mistake giving him up for a while, I’m glad I did it. It showed me how much I feel when he came back.
Several people at work aren’t going to be happy with me if they find out that Andy and I are basically back together.
I went to one bar to meet a guy from craigslist. He didn’t send me a pic so when I got there I discovered he looked old and wasn’t that attractive. So after a couple of beers he finally left and then so did I since the guy that I would have been interested in left too. I went by Jax and didn’t see anybody so I was going to Rosie’s. I got as far as the door and they play Mexican music and I can’t stand that so I went back to Jax.
I think I knew what his name was to begin with but by this morning when I took him home I had no idea what it was. He was a good looking, 23 year old Mexican guy. He was very enthusiastic. I think I sprained my ass.
Mr GB & Mr 22 are talking to each other. Mr 22 hasn’t been talking to me though. Mr GB says he has him talked into the threesome. It should be very interesting.
I told Andy I was thinking about it. And I think I’ve decided I really and truly do not want him gone from my life forever if I don’t have to. I’ve made no promises to him or to anyone else so there’s not a question of fidelity on my part to anyone. On his part it’s his marriage and his guilt and he doesn’t have any guilt about what he does nor am I responsible for it. I think what he and I have is pretty special. I think I’ll tell him that later today.
Flat out weird. Jack’s wife followed one of my boards on Pinterest. So then I learned how to block people there.
Then Mr GB has texted me and said he found us a dick. Seriously, that’s what he said. He sent me a pic and it sorta looked familiar, sooooooooooooo I checked my email and sure enough I had an email from the same guy. He’s only 22.
I was also reading the ads on craigslist and I ran across a m4m ad that had a familiar pic in it. I checked in my email and sure enough there was the same pic. It’s a married guy that has been emailing me regularly. Weird, just fucking weird.
Yeah, I read the m4m ads. All sorts of veeeeeeeeeeeeeery interesting things in those ads.
Even though he’s older Mr Great Bend turned out to be terrific. He has erectile dysfunction so it wasn’t as good as it could have been but he still got me off more than once. He’s going to the doc to get those blue pills and I’ll go back.
When I go back next time he wants me to bring another man. He wants to watch. How interesting. Since I don’t really want to bring anybody from here I’ll just put an ad on craigslist and find somebody there.