Today would have been my 42nd anniversary if I was still married to my first husband. That’s been so many lifetimes ago. And another lifetime has passed. He had such a short life. He missed so much by choosing to end it so early.
I was a pregnant 16 year old, determined to set my own path. For better or worse that’s pretty much what’s happened. There have been plenty of things that happened that I had no control over or choice in. There have been plenty of financial struggles. I don’t really see the financial struggles really going away entirely either. Which is why I’ll most likely do taxes again next year.